To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven. (Ecclesiastes 3:1…KJV)

When the Fight is necessary!  Sometimes I just want to quit, give up and fade away. I have been placed in such a position of heartache and pain.  My thoughts have yet to understand the fight that I am in.  I know that there is an end to this, yet my internal and external strength is not there.  I know that my walk now is that of Grace and Mercy… God, the Most High is totally walking this journey for me.  I would think that would be a point of rest, but I still feel like I am in total darkness.  The fears and frustration, are truth and honesty, yet unreal and fantasy at the same time.  My emotions are all over the place, yet this now journey that I am in, is necessary, this fight is necessary… this walk is necessary… So, I must be able to endure the physical, emotional, spiritual, and financial pains that have come.  Loving me enough to ask for help and yet no one can help me with this! Understanding Times and Seasons, yet when you cannot grasp the time or the season.  This is when the battle is at its highest peak, the ending is near, and Victory is already MINE…. Yes YOURS too!!!

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